off the wall like with a little bit of pb&j

Damn... my first girlfriend wrote me a few weeks ago and blew mw away. I have to keep my ass off the internet. I mean I have to get my ass off of classmates or something. It seems like that whole thirty something thing is starting to creep up and bite my ass.

Anyways she basically tells me she apologize for not backing me up when we had this head on collision with her parents not liking me and so forth. The way I see it it was her loss completely. She was the one being molested by her step father. She was at the one who chose to go back to the house where she being taking advantage of. There is no reasons for a sorry to me at all. I mean it was years ago, like17 years ago or something. Please like I really want that shit brought back up.

My life is already confusing enough with me trying to take care of my family you know? She tells me in so many words that she still loves me. Well you know what I did right? Cut that shit off at the neck!!! I dont need no psycho bull these days in my life. I have been through enough psycho broads for a life time. Dont need any more drama. I am trying my best to get this life over with and on to the next if there is such a thing. Anyways had to vent that and move on to the next agenda. Peace.