This is the Life for me?

Yeah ummm, I am hitting the cross roads of careers. I am stating to question my happiness with what I do. I mean when I was in college I was an aspiring screenwriter. I wanted to create motion pictures that would show the deepest parts of my mind. I wanted people to laugh and cry. I wanted people to be spooked out of their minds when they saw that I wrote a screenplay.

I like computers don't get me wrong, but is it my first love. I don't know. I really don't think it is. Even now as I sit here typing this I am thinking about a screenplay that could be written. I don't really know if I would be happy with anything I do. I know I get very bored easily.

I couldn't be one of those people who does the same thing every single day for 30 years. My mind is so scattered. Scattered in a sense that there are a millions things whizzing by. Scattered in a way that the puzzle pieces fit, but they don't make a picture. Sometimes I really scare myself with off the wall things.

Like I said I love computers, but it is almost like more a of a hobby or something. Its kinda like fishing for me. I like to go once and a while but not too much cause it will lose its attraction. Then again I don't think that is it either. See what I mean? I confuse myself. I guess maybe today I am bored.