Sunday, August 07, 2005

visitors at the door

No Sleep!!!! I feel like warmed over spaghetti. My parents are coming over to burn some cd's. My mom is an aerobics instructor and personal trainer. I get to hear about how I'm not healthy and need to l ose weight. Its not that I am seriously fat, but with my dad's recent stroke back in september she is now on everyone. Yup... I will get the speech about working two full time jobs and what not.

I look like crap right now and have not yet showered since I got home from the second job at 7am...eeewwww!!!!! I guess maybe I need to do that before they get here in an hour or so. I try to get as much rest as possible and showering is not on the top of my list. Dont get me wrong I will make it into the shower and all. I just want to take a load off. Me and wifey ran around the house to make sure we tidy up. That would be another strike in the books for momma and I dont want that. Can you imagine? I look like crap and the house sloppy..... Dont want to strike out. I know this isnt the deepest part of my mind I am blogging but still it helps me relax so...anyways I guess I am going to finish getting myslef and things ready and I'll check in later.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Worki ng overtime

Damn two jobs in the cooker and it seems as though I dont get anywhere, well my first check at walmart was kinda lite I am hoping it is better next week. Just hope I am not killing myself for nothing.

Man they kill you in that place for the little bit of bread they pay. Run here then there and do this and that. I work harder at walmart then I have ever in my life. Its like they want to sqeeze blood from you and then makes you mop it up.

Damn it!!! Damn it all straight to hell!!!!

I am getting used to my sleep schedule between jobs. night till the morning the morning to the evening. Seems like I am not getting the zzzz's I am supposed to, but my pockets arent going to be hurting as bad. I also miss my tasty morsel Tawnea. We dont see one anothet hardly and it is really getting yo me.

I know those of you are saying as you read this "shut up you little whining sissy, at least you are employed. " There are people who dont have a job and would take yours if they could, but then again no one wants to work at walmart that is for high schol and college kids. But hey its work and makes me feel like I am doing something to get my family on its feet.

Well my eyes are getting tired so ill end this.